Pr\u016fjezd p\u0159ekr\u00e1sn\u00fdmi horami m\u00e1m zakalen\u00fd starost\u00ed, co doma. Ve chvatu posledn\u00edch dn\u00ed p\u0159ed odjezdem jsem zapomn\u011bla nachystat dce\u0159i pap\u00edry na t\u00e1bor, na kter\u00fd m\u00e1 vz\u00e1p\u011bt\u00ed odjet. Sna\u017e\u00edm se to \u0159e\u0161it na d\u00e1lku, nakonec v\u0161e v \u010cech\u00e1ch zvl\u00e1dne za\u0159\u00eddit b\u00fdval\u00fd man\u017eel. Tr\u00e1p\u00ed m\u011b to.<\/p>\n
Kdy\u017e nave\u010der dos\u00e1hneme oce\u00e1nu, m\u016fj sou\u010dasn\u00fd man\u017eel je okouzlen\u00fd a raduje se jako mal\u00fd kluk. Na \u0161irok\u00e9, sluncem pozlacen\u00e9 pl\u00e1\u017ei r\u00e1movan\u00e9 \u00fatesy se nech\u00e1 zavalovat mohutn\u00fdmi vlnami. Vid\u00ed oce\u00e1l poprv\u00e9\u2026 J\u00e1 sed\u00edm na kameni, poslouch\u00e1m bou\u0159en\u00ed tyrkysov\u00e9 vody s p\u016flkou hlavy v Praze.<\/p>\n
Pak vyjedeme k nedalek\u00e9mu maj\u00e1ku na \u00fatesu. Kr\u00e1sn\u00e9, siln\u00e9 m\u00edsto, mocn\u00fd v\u00edtr, kvetouc\u00ed v\u0159es v\u0161ude kolem. Obejdeme maj\u00e1k.<\/p>\n
A potom za\u010dnu nahlas pl\u00e1novat, kam pojedeme d\u00e1l, kdy odbo\u010d\u00edme od mo\u0159e, kde se naj\u00edme, pot\u0159ebuju \u010d\u016frat. M\u00e9ho mu\u017ee to na\u0161tve. Zas to moje pl\u00e1nov\u00e1n\u00ed a \u0159\u00edcen\u00ed se d\u00e1l. Nasedneme do auta a vyraz\u00edme tedy od maj\u00e1ku pry\u010d, naj\u00edt m\u00edsto na \u010dur\u00e1n\u00ed a na j\u00eddlo. Sjedeme do jak\u00e9si nudn\u00e9 vesnice k o\u0161kliv\u00e9 restauraci. Tam deset minut sed\u00edme a \u010dek\u00e1me, a\u017e si n\u00e1s serv\u00edrka v\u0161imne. (\u0160pan\u011bl\u00e9 nikdy a nikde nesp\u011bchaj\u00ed, na to u\u017e si za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1me zvykat.) Pak z m\u00e9ho mu\u017ee vypadne, \u017ee se chce vr\u00e1tit k maj\u00e1ku. M\u00e1me p\u0159ece je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bjak\u00e9 zbytky j\u00eddla v aut\u011b\u2026 Souhlas\u00edm. Vid\u00edm ten \u010dern\u00fd mrak hn\u011bvu a zoufalstv\u00ed v jeho o\u010d\u00edch, j\u00eddlo v tuhle chv\u00edli v\u00e1\u017en\u011b nen\u00ed nejd\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Teprve te\u010f vn\u00edm\u00e1m, jak ho m\u00edsto u maj\u00e1ku vzalo za srdce. A tady, kde jsme, to stejn\u011b za nic nestoj\u00ed.<\/p>\n
Vrac\u00edme se rychle k maj\u00e1ku. Z\u00e1pad slunce ale nestihneme. Jen n\u00e1sledn\u00fd \u010derven\u00fd soumrak. I tak velmi kr\u00e1sn\u00fd. Stihneme si ale koupit malou ve\u010de\u0159i v poj\u00edzdn\u00e9m kiosku, t\u011bsn\u011b ne\u017e odjede. A rozhodneme se zde na mal\u00e9m parkovi\u0161ti p\u0159espat. Maj\u00e1k se pomalu rozsv\u011bc\u00ed. M\u00e1 ve sv\u00e9 v\u011b\u017ei\u010dce \u00fa\u017easn\u00e9 velik\u00e9 oto\u010dn\u00e9 sklen\u011bn\u00e9 \u201coko\u201d. Nikdy jsem nic takov\u00e9ho zbl\u00edzka nevid\u011bla. Oko nad n\u00e1mi bude celou noc bd\u00edt.<\/p>\n
Sp\u00edm neklidn\u011b. N\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed den se sna\u017e\u00edme vyznat v na\u0161em maj\u00e1kov\u00e9m konfliktu a m\u00fdch pra\u017esk\u00fdch probl\u00e9mech. M\u016fj mu\u017e doch\u00e1z\u00ed k tomu, \u017ee se p\u0159i odjezdu od maj\u00e1ku dr\u017eel tak p\u0159edem domluven\u00e9ho pl\u00e1nu, \u017ee si v\u016fbec nev\u0161iml, jak moc ho m\u00edsto u maj\u00e1ku nadchlo. P\u0159e\u0161el svoji moment\u00e1ln\u00ed touhu. A to bol\u00ed.<\/p>\n
J\u00e1 zas doch\u00e1z\u00edm k tomu, \u017ee jak jsem nam\u00ed\u0159en\u00e1 do budoucnosti, p\u0159ehl\u00ed\u017e\u00edm p\u0159\u00edtomnost a od\u0159ez\u00e1v\u00e1m minulost. Nev\u0161imnu si mu\u017eova rozpolo\u017een\u00ed, zapomenu se postarat o dceru. Bol\u00ed to. Vid\u00edm v jak\u00e9 v\u011bz\u00edm iluzi. Minulost ke mn\u011b pat\u0159\u00ed, je to moje minulost a roste z n\u00ed moje budoucnost. A moje p\u0159\u00edtomnost je k t\u00e9 budoucnosti kl\u00ed\u010d. Vid\u00edm, jak se celou touhle cestou vine m\u016fj tah b\u00fdt nap\u0159ed a b\u00fdt u\u017e n\u011bkde \u201ctam\u201d a jak dok\u00e1\u017eu b\u00fdt d\u00edky n\u011bmu slep\u00e1.<\/p>\n
M\u00edsto u maj\u00e1ku bylo pro m\u011b bolav\u00e9. Ale posv\u00edtilo mi na m\u011b a na to, kde nejsem ta prav\u00e1, kde nejsem takov\u00e1, jak\u00e1 bych cht\u011bla b\u00fdt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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