Ne, ta f\u00farie v titulu nen\u00ed ta ma\u0161inka. Ta f\u00farie jsem j\u00e1. Pro\u010d? To m\u00e1te tak…<\/p>\n
Posledn\u00ed t\u0159i dny na\u0161\u00ed cesty jsme m\u011bli vyhra\u017een\u00e9 na cestu dom\u016f. Mo\u017en\u00e1 by se to dalo stihnout rychleji, my ale jednak m\u011bli \u010das a cht\u011bli si je\u0161t\u011b u\u017e\u00edt ko\u010dovn\u00e9 ve\u010dery a r\u00e1na, a pak \u2013 \u0159\u00edd\u00ed jen m\u016fj mu\u017e. Ani jeden z n\u00e1s necht\u011bl, aby se vr\u00e1til z dovolen\u00e9 vy\u010derpan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e na ni odjel.<\/p>\n
Vyrazili jsme tedy z Pyrenej\u00ed s c\u00edlem dojet n\u011bkam pod Dijon a tam p\u0159espat. To se n\u00e1m poda\u0159ilo, s posledn\u00edmi zbytky sv\u011btla jsme na\u0161li mali\u010dk\u00fd vesnick\u00fd kemp\u00edk u \u0159eky Sa\u00f4ny a tam si za urputn\u00e9ho \u017eab\u00edho kvak\u00e1n\u00ed ugrilovali ve\u010de\u0159i a pot\u011b\u0161ili o\u010di hv\u011bzdami.<\/p>\n
Druh\u00fd den vyr\u00e1\u017e\u00edme sm\u011br N\u011bmecko. Je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed t\u00edm si ale chceme ud\u011blat zast\u00e1vku ve m\u011bst\u011b Mulhouse. J\u00e1 toti\u017e objevila a (bohu\u017eel) sv\u00e9mu mu\u017ei p\u0159e\u010detla, \u017ee v tomto m\u011bst\u011b je unik\u00e1tn\u00ed velik\u00e9 muzeum \u017eeleznic. Nem\u00e1me sice dost \u010dasu na opravdovou prohl\u00eddku, ale okouknout muzeum prost\u011b mus\u00edme.<\/p>\n
A tak v r\u00e1mci pauzy mezi monot\u00f3nn\u00edmi d\u00e1lni\u010dn\u00edmi p\u0159ejezdy zam\u00ed\u0159\u00edme do Mulhouse. Muzeum je zaj\u00edmav\u00e9 zven\u010d\u00ed i ve vstupn\u00ed hale a v m\u00e9m mu\u017ei se zrod\u00ed n\u00e1pad, \u017ee si sem ud\u011bl\u00e1 po\u0159\u00e1dn\u00fd v\u00fdlet n\u011bkdy jindy se sv\u00fdm vl\u00e1\u010dk\u016fmilovn\u00fdm synkem a mo\u017en\u00e1 i stejn\u011b posti\u017een\u00fdm \u0161vagrem. Inu, pro\u010d ne. Pak se chyst\u00e1me popojet do centra, kde se m\u016fj mu\u017e chce pod\u00edvat na n\u00e1dra\u017e\u00ed a t\u0159eba si tam n\u011bkde i d\u00e1me k\u00e1vu a n\u011bco sladk\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n
Dojedeme tedy k n\u00e1dra\u017e\u00ed. M\u00e1 n\u00e1lada, jakkoliv jsem pl\u00e1n n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00ed hodiny schv\u00e1lila, za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 prudce klesat. Do n\u00e1dra\u017en\u00ed budovy tedy u\u017e za sv\u00fdm nad\u0161en\u00fdm mu\u017eem vch\u00e1z\u00edm p\u011bkn\u011b na\u0161tvan\u00e1. Jeho vize d\u00e1t si zde k\u00e1vu se u m\u011b neshled\u00e1v\u00e1 s pra\u017e\u00e1dn\u00fdm nad\u0161en\u00edm. N\u00e1dra\u017en\u00ed kav\u00e1rna je prost\u011b\u2026 n\u00e1dra\u017en\u00ed kav\u00e1rna. K Fantov\u011b kav\u00e1rn\u011b m\u00e1 dost daleko. Mu\u017e si odb\u011bhne vyfotit per\u00f3ny a j\u00e1 z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1m u baru a jsem \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l t\u00edm na\u0161tvan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed. Rychle vypiju malou k\u00e1vu a pak odejdu do centra. Ura\u017een\u011b. V n\u011bm jsem toti\u017e \u010dekala, \u017ee si tu k\u00e1vu d\u00e1me. V n\u011bjak\u00e9 roztomil\u00e9 romantick\u00e9 mal\u00e9 francouzsk\u00e9 kav\u00e1rni\u010dce, kde maj\u00ed v\u0161echny ty kr\u00e1sn\u00e9 francouzsk\u00e9 dort\u00ed\u010dky a kol\u00e1\u010dky a t\u00edmto z\u00e1\u017eitkem uzav\u0159eme posledn\u00ed v\u00fdrazn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed zast\u00e1vku na\u0161\u00ed cesty. Centrum Mulhouse je opravdu romantick\u00e9 a starobyl\u00e9 a p\u0159esn\u011b spl\u0148uje moje nevy\u0159\u010den\u00e9 po\u017eadavky, o to na\u0161tvan\u011bj\u0161\u00ed (ano, je\u0161t\u011b bylo mo\u017en\u00e9 to stup\u0148ovat) se vrac\u00edm k autu, kde u\u017e na m\u011b \u010dek\u00e1 m\u016fj mu\u017e. A te\u010f si p\u0159edstavte, \u017ee on m\u016fj hn\u011bv v\u016fbec nech\u00e1pe! Absolutn\u011b nerozum\u00ed, pro\u010d do auta nastupuje takov\u00e1 f\u00farie. A je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc m\u011b vyt\u00e1\u010d\u00ed t\u00edm, \u017ee mi st\u00e1le opakuje, \u017ee jsem p\u0159ece jeho pl\u00e1n na to, co budeme d\u011blat v Mulhouse, schv\u00e1lila!<\/p>\n
Um\u00edm se opravdu hodn\u011b na\u0161tvat. Dobr\u00e9 ale je, \u017ee d\u00edky dlouhodob\u00e9 pr\u00e1ci sama se sebou, se um\u00edm tak\u00e9 \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l rychleji odna\u0161tvat. L\u00edp a l\u00edp si dok\u00e1\u017eu uv\u011bdomit, jak\u00e1 ztr\u00e1ta \u010dasu a energie to setrv\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed v hn\u011bvu a ura\u017eenosti je. Proto jsem po chv\u00edli vztek\u00e1n\u00ed schopn\u00e1 sv\u00e9ho mu\u017ee zase opravdu sly\u0161et a nep\u0159ej\u00edt jeho ot\u00e1zku, pro\u010d kdy\u017e jindy dok\u00e1\u017eu \u0159\u00edct co chci, co pot\u0159ebuju a p\u0159\u00edpadn\u011b jeho n\u00e1pad odm\u00edtnout, tentokr\u00e1t jsem to nedok\u00e1zala a jen se v\u00edc a v\u00edc vztekala, \u017ee moje nevy\u0159\u010den\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed nebylo spln\u011bno.<\/p>\n
Zaj\u00edmav\u00e1 ot\u00e1zka. B\u011bhem p\u016flhodiny dal\u0161\u00ed j\u00edzdy sm\u011br N\u011bmecko ze sebe vydoluju, \u017ee on p\u0159ece \u0159\u00edd\u00ed velk\u00e9 \u00faseky cesty a j\u00e1 ne, proto se o n\u011bj mus\u00edm starat a podporovat ho\u2026 A\u017e potud to d\u00e1v\u00e1 smysl. Ov\u0161em j\u00e1 sv\u00e9ho mu\u017ee podporuju t\u00edm, \u017ee coby nerovnocenn\u00fd \u00fa\u010dastn\u00edk z\u00e1jezdu \u201eu\u0161lechtile\u201c pop\u0159u vlastn\u00ed touhu a pot\u0159ebu, a zcela up\u0159ednostn\u00edm tu jeho. Tak\u017ee po vl\u00e1\u010dkov\u00e9m muzeu odsouhlas\u00edm je\u0161t\u011b n\u00e1dra\u017e\u00ed, i kdy\u017e se mi tam v\u016fbec nechce. Pak za svou u\u0161lechtilost ov\u0161em o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1m odm\u011bnu ve form\u011b spln\u011bn\u00ed sv\u00e9ho nevy\u0159\u010den\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed. A kdy\u017e je jaksi \u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l jasn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, \u017ee nevy\u0159\u010den\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed nebude napln\u011bno, za\u010dnu se vztekat a obvin\u00edm sv\u00e9ho mu\u017ee z kde\u010deho.<\/p>\n
Dokonal\u00e1 pak\u00e1rna, \u017ee? Prost\u011b nec\u00edtit se rovnocenn\u00fdm \u00fa\u010dastn\u00edkem z\u00e1jezdu je drah\u00e9. A podporovat n\u011bkoho \u201eu\u0161lechtil\u00fdm\u201c ob\u011btov\u00e1n\u00edm se rovn\u011b\u017e. Bud\u00ed to toti\u017e f\u00farii, kter\u00e1 ani jedno z toho nesn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed. Alespo\u0148 tedy v m\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b.<\/p>\n
Kdy\u017e jsme takto s m\u00fdm mu\u017eem za j\u00edzdy poskl\u00e1dali n\u00e1\u0161 konflikt, nastal klid. Hrom\u00e1dka vzteky posmrkan\u00fdch kapesn\u00edk\u016f u\u017e se d\u00e1l nezvy\u0161ovala. \u201eNen\u00ed tohle nakonec nejlep\u0161\u00ed pro\u017eit\u00ed posledn\u00ed v\u00fdrazn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed zast\u00e1vky na\u0161\u00ed cesty?\u201c zeptal se m\u011b s opatrn\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem m\u016fj mu\u017e. \u201eA nav\u00edc pro\u010d vlastn\u011b posledn\u00ed? V tomhle d\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed v\u011bc\u00ed dohromady budeme po\u0159\u00e1d pokra\u010dovat, ne?\u201c Vd\u011b\u010dn\u011b souhlas\u00edm. Jsem r\u00e1da, \u017ee p\u0159ed m\u00fdm hn\u011bvem necouv\u00e1, ani se ho nesna\u017e\u00ed nijak konej\u0161it a nikdy nevzd\u00e1v\u00e1 snahu se v na\u0161ich emo\u010dn\u00edch chuchvalc\u00edch vyznat.<\/p>\n
A pak pokra\u010dujeme v j\u00edzd\u011b dom\u016f. Kter\u00e1 bude douf\u00e1m po\u0159\u00e1d po\u0159\u00e1d pokra\u010dovat.<\/p>\n
(I kdy\u017e tedy \u2013 to jak jsme si pak p\u0159ed span\u00edm spolu zatan\u010dili vedle auta na stellplatzu pod Norimberkem bylo mo\u017en\u00e1 je\u0161t\u011b o trochu lep\u0161\u00ed.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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